God: "I looked for someone to take a stand for me, and stand in the gap" (Ezekiel 22:30)
Practical problems have theological answers. So the question is not whether or not you’re going to be a theologian, but what kind of theologian you’re going to be.
Michael Lawrence
THE NEW BIRTH
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Iraq (Apr. 15, 2004) - U.S. Navy Chaplain, Lt. Cmdr. Lulrick Balzora, assigned to Naval Mobile Construction Battalion Fourteen (NMCB-14), prepares to baptize Construction Mechanic Kyle Ellis. Balzora baptized several members assigned to NMCB-14 and NMCB-74 using a 2.5 cubic yard front-end loader bucket as an improvised baptismal. NMCB-14 and NMCB-74 are currently deployed in Iraq supporting Operation Iraqi Freedom (OIF). U.S. Navy photo by Builder 2nd Class Jerome Kirkland (RELEASED)
" Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of
God." JOHN iii. 3.
It is impossible, I think, for any one to read or
hear these words of Jesus Christ without remember-
ing what solemn words they have been to multitudes
of our fellow-men. There are hardly any words
which Christ ever spoke which have more fascinated
and held the hearts of earnest men. They have
seemed to describe so truly a great mysterious
necessity to which the heart itself, conscious of its
own needs, has given its assent, without half know-
ing what it was that was required. "Ye must be
born again." "Yes, I know I must be born again.
My life must make a fresh start, on a new plan " ;
the heart, aware how wrong it was, has answered,
and then sat wondering with itself what the New
Birth might be. The words have opened a gateway
of possible escape to many a soul that had seemed
utterly imprisoned. They have provoked and
eluded many a self-satisfied and easy heart, and set
it for the first time to thinking, and wakened its
deeper consciousness. And to hearts which God
had led through the richest experiences and fully
introduced into the new life, these words have come
as the interpretation of their own wonderful history ;
and nothing has told their own story to themselves
so clearly as the words of Jesus when they took
them up and said, "I have been born again."
Such sacred associations, such hopes and mem
ories gather around this verse ; but still its mystery
distresses us. Still, when we hear it, we find our-
selves saying with Nicodemus, who heard it first :
"How can these things be? " Men are tempted by
the sound of thoroughness and authority and hope-
fulness in it, but still it is very vague to them. I
wish that I could make it plainer. I know of course
that all descriptions of a spiritual experience must
be vague, except to those who have experienced it.
No man can intelligibly tell what life is, save to the
living. But the very fact that Jesus Christ chose
this common life of ours, with its beginnings and its
endings, to represent the soul's deeper existence,
seems to imply that all men who live the physical
life may, to some extent at least, understand the
spiritual life. At any rate I want to try to make it
clearer than it has been to some of us what Jesus
meant when He said that men must be born again.
The fundamental difficulty in understanding the
truth of the new birth and the new life lies in at-
tempting to grasp it as a whole, and not in its special
activities. All life grows vague if you try to under-
stand its central essence. All life is clear, if you
look at its special exhibitions. Ask me what life is
in the most commonplace of living men who stands
before me, and I utterly fail to tell what it is in its
unfound essence, or where it lurks among the hiding-
places of the wondrous body ; but when he lifts his
hand and strikes, when he opens his mouth and
talks, then in a moment I know unmistakably the
living man. Now, so it is with the spiritual life. It
is hard to tell just what the essence of the new
Christian life is in any man. Theologians may con-
tend over that, just as the physiologists contend
over the essence of life in the body; but the new
functions of the new existence, the way in which
each separate power works differently, and each
separate act is done differently, in the Christian's
experience this is not hard to trace.
For there are different ways of doing every act,
and undergoing every experience of life. There is
the superficial and the profound way of doing and
being everything. We will start with that. I want
you to recognize that, for every deed you do and
for every state in which you live, there are two
levels ; one on which the deed is done or the state
is lived in lightly and frivolously ; the other, deeper
down, in which the same deed is done or the same
state lived in, only seriously, profoundly, spiritually.
A very large part of the discipline of life consists of
crowding men down from the lighter upper level to
the deeper lower level. As men are thus transferred
from the shallow to the profound form of an ex-
perience, it seems at first as if they passed out of
the experience altogether; but in the end they find
that they are entering into it more completely.
There is what we may call a first life and a second
life of everything. As the soul passes on from the
first life of anything into the second life of that same
thing, it seems to lose it, but only to recover it
again. It is born into a certain life, lives that life
in its first and shallower form, then dies to it, and
afterwards is born to it again in its profounder shape.
The first birth, the death, and then the second birth,
are everywhere.
This sounds, I doubt not, unintelligible enough,
stated thus abstractly ; but I want to point you to a
series of illustrations and examples of it, which may
make it clear. Let them not seem too fragmentary
and scattered. They shall come together as the
illustrations of one single principle before we close.
1. First, then, as simplest of all, I take the matter
of happiness. It is easy to recognize the two levels
of happiness, and the way in which men pass from
the upper and lighter into the profounder and more
serious one. Is this man happy, whom I see in the
first flush of youth, just feeling his new powers, the
red blood strong and swift in all his veins, the ex-
quisite delight of trying his just-discovered faculties
of taste and thought and skill filling each day with
interest up to the brim? Is he happy, he with his
countless friends, his easy home, the tools and toys
of life both lying ready at his hand? Most certainly
he is. His days sing as they go, and sparkle with a
bright delight that makes the generous observer re-
joice for him, and makes the jealous envy him.
But then you lose sight of him for a while, and
years after you come on him again. The man is
changed. All is so altered ! Everything is sobered.
Is he happy still? As you look into his face you
cannot doubt his happiness a moment, but neither
can you fail to see that this new happiness is some-
thing very different from that which sparkled there
before. This is serene and steady, and as you look
at it you see that its newness lies in this : that it is
a happiness in principles and character, while the
other was a happiness in circumstances. The man
whom you used to know was happy because every-
thing was right about him, because his self was
thoroughly indulged, because the sun shone and he
was strong. The man whom you know now is happy
because there is goodness in the world, because God
is governing it, because in his own character the
discipline of God is going on. The first sort of
happiness was self-indulgent ; the new sort is built
on and around self-sacrifice. The man you left was
"enjoying himself," as we say; the man you find is
at peace in God. And to reach that peace in God,
in principles, he must have lost his old self-enjoy
ment. The loss may have been violent, or it may
have been easy. He may have been torn and wrung
away from his selfishness, or the strings that bound
him to it may have been gently untwisted; but,
however it has come, he has died to his superficial
enjoyment of self and entered into a deeper happi-
ness, which could have come only through that death.
Can we not see the three levels as they lie under
one another the surface-life of enjoyment in which
men are frolicking or basking; the middle-life of dis-
appointment in which souls are struggling, as they
let go the old to take the new; and the under-life of
peace, where men and women are at rest in God?
When we make ourselves spectators in the world,
how often as we look at some man whom we know
we can seem to see him enter the uppermost of these
layers of life, and then pass down as if a great hand
pressed him, till he rests in the profoundest ; be-
ginning with selfish enjoyment, passing thence into
disappointment, and then into godly peace; born
into superficial pleasure, dying to that in discontent,
and born again into profound and peaceful joy.
2. Or take another point, the point of knowledge.
There is a shallow and a deep, an upper and a lower
knowledge. The quick perception that catches the
mere outside of things, and, recognizing the current
condition of affairs, is able to throw itself in with
them and so achieve a certain cheap success ; and
the calm, philosophic wisdom which looks down to
the roots of things and sees their causes, and really
helps to govern them those are the two. Many a
young man, in politics or in business or in the
church, starts with the first of these. He knows all
the outside of things. People's small ways and
habits, their superficial symptoms, he is familiar
with them all. He prides himself upon his knowl-
edge. But what happens, by and by? Something
occurs that teaches him his ignorance; and then,
baffled, confused, dismayed, his old knowledge lying
dead at his feet, he is born again into a profounder
knowledge of the heart of things, into a wisdom
which is moral and spiritual as well as intellectual,
of the heart and conscience as well as of the head.
Have you never heard a man talking flippantly
to-day of the world's system, of the government of
life, of the secrets of existence? and to-morrow
some blow, some surprise has come right into the
midst of his knowledge and killed it. Things have
gone entirely different from what he expected, from
what he prophesied. He has found how ignorant
he is, and has been driven to the deeper understand-
ing of a Will that works under everything, to that
fear of the Lord which is the beginning of wisdom.
Knowledge, ignorance, wisdom here are the strata
of life again ; the first birth into one, death through
the second, and a new birth into the third.
3. Our doctrine applies perhaps nowhere more
clearly than in the matter of religious faith. There
is a first faith and a second faith. The first faith is
the easy, traditional belief of childhood, taken from
other people, believed because it belongs to the time
and land. The second faith is the personal convic-
tion of the soul. It is the heart knowing, because
God has spoken to it, the things of God, the after-
faith that means communion. The first faith has a
certain regulative force, but it has no real, life-giving
power in it. The second faith is full of life. It,
and it alone, is the belief which brings salvation.
What comes between the two, many of you can tell
out of your own experience. Between the shallow
faith and the profound, between the faith of tradi-
tion and conviction, comes so often doubt. Not
always. Sometimes the old faith dies into the new
as gently as the morning opens into noon, or the
spring spreads its full life abroad and is the summer.
That is the best and noblest way. But often be-
tween the seasons comes the equinoctial storm. The
old traditional faith is shaken with the wind of doubt.
The tempest lasts through a long night, perhaps,
before the morning dawns in sunshine, and the soul
knows what it believes and why, and is filled with
the energy and peace of the deeper faith. Mere faith
of tradition does not save a man, or bring him unto
God. Except he be "born again " into a faith of
personal conviction, he cannot see God's kingdom.
Faith of tradition doubt, faith of conviction, so
lie the strata of the deepening life through which
many of the best and ripest souls have passed.
4. Or take another region of our life. Think of
our friendships and the way they deepen. There is
the first friendship of mere sentiment, the easy
liking by which boys and girls are drawn together
at school, or men in the same street or hotel. Such
intimacies usually depend upon indulgence. Your
friend must flatter and agree with you ; he must
think like you and be like you ; that is the bond
that fastens you to one another. The pleasure of a
kindred spirit who will treat you well, and fall in
with your wishes, and keep alive your self-esteem,
that is what draws you to him, and makes you
haunt the places where you know that he will be.
But, by and by, that bond breaks. Some jar comes
in, some incongruity appears. You do not think
alike. He will not bend to all your whims; and in
some disappointment at his non-compliance, the
easy sentimental friendship of your moral childhood
dies.
And what then? Do we not know? The ques-
tion is whether you are man enough to substitute
a man's friendship for that mere childish intimacy.
Can you give up the shallow pleasure of hearing
your opinions echoed, and having all your fancies
indulged, and like a man meet another manly soul,
and submit to the rebukes of his example, yield to
him where he is a better man than you, mount with
a strain and effort up to his level, or forgive and try
to help him where he fails and disappoints you?
A boy's fondness and a man's friendship! Have
you not friends with whom you began superficially,
but with whom you are now living profoundly?
Think of John and James, leaving the boat and fol-
lowing Jesus Christ because His voice charmed
them; then disappointed in Him because he did not
set up the kingdom they desired ; at last, drinking
of His cup and being baptized with the baptism of
martyrdom for Him. Easy fondness, discovered
differences, deep friendship, these are the levels in
the life which we live with one another.
5. Take another illustration from man's tendency
to be self-satisfied. There is a bad and a good self-
satisfaction. The bad self-satisfaction is only too
common. It is what we call self-conceit. A man
seems to himself sufficient for everything. There is
no task that he will not accept. He does not look
outside himself. The strength is in his own arm,
which he can make strong as iron to subdue his
foes ; in his own heart, which he can make hard as
a rock to bear his troubles. For doing or enduring
he needs nothing but himself. He can do anything.
That self-conceit must die, or the man is a failure.
Somehow or other, the man must learn that in
himself he can do nothing. Then comes humility ;
and when in his humility he casts himself upon an-
other strength, and expects to do nothing save in the
power of God, then he is born again into a new self-
satisfaction. To find himself taken by God ; to feel
that God is giving him His strength; to say, "I can
do anything through Christ " ; to face the world not
in his own power, but in his Master's that is the
new, the deeper self-satisfaction. He has fallen
from the old, through self-contempt, into this new.
Self-contempt is not the permanent place for any
human soul. The man despises himself only that
he may find a new self which he cannot despise, the
self which God made, the self for which Christ died,
the self which has great, solemn duties here and the
heritage of eternity awaiting it. That is a self that
he must honor and respect. He has fallen out of
self-conceit through the vast void of self-contempt,
only to be caught in the great hands of God, who
knows the value of his soul. Oh, prone as we are
to sink and not to rise, let us be thankful that God
is under us to catch us when we fall, as well as over
us to receive us when we rise to Him.
6. One more illustration, and let it be the solemnest
of all the history of the fall and the recovery of the
moral life ; that account which is written for us in
the endlessly appealing story of the first chapters of
the Book of Genesis. There is a first and second
goodness. Man is born into a garden, as that story
runs. Right impulses, perceptions that the good is
better and more beautiful than the bad these are
not wanting in the early, the unregenerate life.
And yet that life is unregenerate. It must be born
again. Those good impulses, that mere sense of the
beauty of goodness, that ignorance of vice, are not
the true strength of the moral man, in which he can
resist temptation and really grow to God. That
fails. He dies out of that ; and, once out of that,
he never can go back to it again. The angels and
the flaming sword are at the gate, to keep any man
who has been innocent, and sinned, from ever re-
turning to innocence again.
You who read the strange first pages of your
Bible, and wonder whether in their strangeness they
be true or not, would it not be well if you could
turn the current of your thoughts, and think how
wonderfully true those pages are to you and to the
life that you have lived? Do you remember when
you were pure, when no foul thought had ever
crossed your mind, when no wind from any quarter
stirred one passionate desire? What a garden life
was then! How God Himself walked with you
among its trees !
And then the devil came. One day you lusted
for impurity. Some temptation, no bigger than an
apple, was too strong for you. Have you ever gone
back? Has there been one moment since which is
like what all the moments and the months were be-
fore? Has not a flaming sword been at the gate out
of which you passed with that first lustful thought
or deed? Has not your life, like all the Bible his-
tory, thenceforth strained and reached forward to a
second goodness, to be gained only by forgiveness
and by struggle? a holiness that knows wickedness
and has escaped from it, not a garden into which
man was born at first, but a heaven into which he
has been brought past the very mouth of hell. In-
nocence, Sin, Redemption these are the birth, the
death, and the new birth of the moral life. It was
all written first in the Bible, and it is written anew
in the experience of every man who comes to God.
I will not multiply our illustrations. Here are
more than enough. And now, what have we reached ?
What is our doctrine? Here, everywhere, in every-
thing we do and are, there is a first and second way
of doing or of being it ; the first a shallow, light, un-
spiritual way of being happy, of knowing things, of
believing truth, of knowing people, of valuing our-
selves, or of doing right; the second, a profound
and serious and spiritual way of doing those same
things. Here are the two clear strata of life. One
lies under the other. The parts correspond; the
actions are the same ; but every act has grown pro-
found and rich and earnest, as you pass from the
first into the second. Now take those acts; com-
bine them, and they make a life ; they make a man.
Combine them in the upper, lighter level, and they
make a light and superficial man ; combine them in
the deeper level and they make a strong, profound
man. For it is these acts and states which make up
a man's manhood. As a man enjoys, knows, be-
lieves, makes his friends, values his life, attains to
goodness, so he is. These are the constituent ele-
ments of life. Their aggregate makes up the man.
Let him do all these lightly, and the man is light. If
he does all these profoundly, then he is profound.
Now, where is the first man to be found, the man
who does all these life-actions in the first, the lightest
way? Need I tell you? Is he not all about you?
Here, in the world that sparkles all over with mere
gayety, that rings with superficial information, shal-
low belief, the noisy intimacies of an hour; in the
world full of men tumid with self-conceit, men who
know no higher law of right than impulse, is not our
first man everywhere in this world? Bright, pleas-
ant, quick, friendly, we meet him at every turn the
man who, intellectually, morally, spiritually, lives
on the surface always. There is no suggestion of
eternity or of the other world in anything he says
or does or is. He belongs entirely to time and earth.
He enjoys and knows and believes and loves in the
first way. He is the man of the first creation, what
the Bible calls the "natural man." He has only
entered into the upper layer of life. He has been
born only once. The Bible has just the account of
him which we have tried to give, when it says that
he is the "first Adam."
And then, where is the second kind of man? the
man who does all these great life-actions in the second
way, who is profound in his happiness, his wisdom,
his belief, his friendship, his self-respect, his holi-
ness ; the man in whom each of these acts is done at
its fullest and richest? Ah, there is one Life whose
happiness goes so deep that the world loses it and
calls it misery, whose wisdom is so profound that
the world loses sight of it and calls it folly, whose
faith is the constant witness of its own nature,
whose friendship is the perfection of sympathy,
whose self-respect is the self-consciousness of the
Son of God, whose holiness is perfection. Can you
feel, as you read the life of Jesus Christ, that He
was truly human, and yet that He carried every
human action and experience down to its profoundest
and filled it full of richness? Can you understand
that you are happy and Jesus Christ was happy,
and yet that His happiness lies far down under
yours, His peace under your gayety, as a deeper
and profounder thing; that all the things which you
do lightly He does seriously, what you do carnally
He does spiritually? If you can see that, then you
understand what I mean by saying that Jesus Christ
lived in the second way, what St. Paul meant
when he said that in Him we have the "second
Adam".
And then, what next? If Christ really has the
power of bringing men to be like His manhood; if,
as St. Paul says, the second Adam "was made a
quickening spirit"; not merely a "living soul,"
subsisting for Himself, but a "quickening spirit,"
enlivening others into His likeness; then it is He
that draws men down and transfers them from the
superficialness of the first to the depth of the second
life. He takes them, living superficially, and, fasten-
ing them to Himself by His love awakening theirs,
makes them live profoundly. He takes them, living
the first life, and makes them live the second life.
The beginning of life is birth. The beginning of a
new life is the new birth; and so the coming by
Christ into that deeper world where Christ lives,
into that Kingdom of God which is His home, is
being "born again " ; and except one is born again
he cannot enter there.
That seems so plain. That is as plain as we can
make it to ourselves, until it becomes part of our
own experience; and then a flood of perfect light
runs over all of it, and we grow impatient at the
startling imperfectness of any description of that
which has become so gloriously clear to us. Christ
takes us to Himself. That is, by the power of love
we gradually grow more and more like Him. As
that change slowly goes on in us our life slowly
deepens. Down from the surface to the soul of
things He draws us. "Where I am, there shall also
my servant be" ; He is fulfilling that promise in our
lives. We used to be happy when circumstances
were prosperous ; He makes us incapable of any real
happiness without the sense of goodness. He makes
us impatient of any knowledge that does not go
back and find His intention. The soul which He
has called gives up merely traditional belief, and
holds to its own personal assurance of Him. It
learns from His friendship to count no friendship
real save heart-communion. Losing its self-conceit,
it acquires a deep, daily, self-satisfaction in His ser-
vice. Learning its sinfulness, it enters on the obe-
dient and grateful holiness of the forgiven soul.
Everywhere the strong power of Christ draws it
down from the shallow into the profound. The
deeper life of everything is evident to it. It is satis-
fied with nothing but the roots of things. It passes
from the weak life to the strong life, from the shal-
low life to the deep life, by Christ. It is "born
again" by the power of Christ. "He that hath the
Son hath life."
Born again! The new birth! Oh, these old
words which so many souls have puzzled over and
could not understand, and yet have been fascinated
by so that they could not let them go ! In silent
chambers souls have agonized and wondered, "What
is it to be born again?" In silent chambers, souls,
conscious of a richer and fuller life, have dreamed
and questioned timidly: "Is it possible, then, that
this is the new birth? Have we come any nearer
to an answer to it all to-day? Have we passed from
the shallow life to the profound, from the unspiritual
to the spiritual, from the first life to the second? "
My dear friends, do not believe that that change
can ever come to a man by any mere course of
nature. As you grow older you become mature
and sober; your first excitements chill, your follies
grow less flagrant. It is easy for you to think that
tameness wisdom, and cheat yourself into believing
that because the pool of life grows stagnant it grows
deep. The profoundness and spirituality of the
new man is not the mere result of age. Old men
and women may be very shallow, and little children
may be already drawn by the Saviour whom they
love down into the deepness of His life. Not by
mere growing old, not by piling years upon years,
not by continuing the shallow life forever does life
grow deep ; but by beginning a new life, by having
our whole nature taken possession of by the strong
new power of gratitude to Him who died for us;
by being born again through love of Him into like-
ness of Him. So only does the life deepen as we
look deeper into it ; its petty waves grow still and
there is peace ; its noisy feebleness is swallowed up
and folded into a calm strength. The bed on which
it flows sinks away from us till we lose sight of it
altogether, and when we gaze down into it we see
Eternity.
As we enter into Christ these great things come
to us. Oh, I plead with you for a profounder life !
It will not come to you with the mere lapse of
events and years. You may grow old, and your
white hair will cover as vacant laughter and as un-
meaning tears, as idle thoughts and trivial fancies,
as you carry about now. You must take Christ
you must let Christ take you and draw you down
into Him, that you may see everything in Him.
Then everything will be new to you, and you will
be new to everything. The life that you then live
in the flesh, you will live by the faith of the Son of
God. You will have been born again; you will
have entered into the kingdom of God.